up and down
yesterday was a bit overwhelming for me. such that i didn't sleep so well last night. at least i had a pooka to wake up to. oh, pooka.
i hate feeling like something that i can't control is controlling me, or my life. so after crying for awhile i had to ask God to forgive me for not remembering that it is He who is in control and not circumstances that surround me.
"and it is no longer i who live..."