when you grow up
i go through these phases of not being sure what i want with my life and changing my mind a lot and something becoming a passionate obsession for me and then fading away. i guess since i never did this when i was eight, i'm doing it now. right now i'm in the: it would be okay to be a scientist and work at the bench at a company for the rest of my life phase. i think it's mostly laziness: without really any effort, that's where life will sweep me.