i am the biggest one of all.
part of this big hierarchical hegemonic organization that we have taken to calling "the church" but which i'm pretty sure jesus would turn over the tables at. so tired of seeing it fall apart/ crush itself under its own weight.
i want to step off of this treadmill.
part of this big capitalist corporate society that this socialist feminist is so tired of tacitly accepting by my participation.
why, why, why am i here doing things i don't want to do to get somewhere i don't want to be.